why can't you just understand? it not ii wish to study far but it's because the course make me have no choice. ii am just as upset as you for the bad results. in fact ii am even more upset than you. ii know ii can't blame anyone but myself for not studying hard enough. beforehand ii had already told you that ii don't think ii can cope & won't do well but you say just give it a try. however, now you are blaming for everything. ii didn't blame you yet you blame me. why can't you just put yourself in my shoes? you keep want me study at a nearer school. if can ii would study the nearer school. you think ii am so stupid enough to touture myself by studying at a far away school & have to make the long travel. to you it seems everything ii do is wrong. please ii really need your understanding badly mom.