welcome to moii blog

2012-01-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

Friends for 8 years & it's still counting!! ^^

2012-01-14T18:32:00.001+08:00

damn pekchek today
stupid manager, always kbkp when we do nothing wrong
bloody asshole!!
luckly i leaving liao
next week shall be my last week!
not going to bear with your crap anymore!!!!

2012-01-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

2012-01-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

2012-01-01T21:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2012 will be a better year! ^^
went to watch fireworks with von, jon & sihan they all!
super pretty!! :D
but gg back was a nightmare!!
damn crowded and they close all the roads, make us walk 1 big round.
in the end went to find my didi and took NR3 hm since train and cab all damn packed

will try to upload pics soon!! byeeeeeeeee~

2011-12-07T23:47:00.003+08:00

Good friend of mine! yvonne!

thanks for accompanying me to get my shoes ^^

2011-11-28T17:17:00.013+08:00

my collegues!!! :D

Me and ting acting cute, tie 2 pony tails! haha

my classmates!! ^^

stuipd sd copying my pouting lips!

2011-11-28T17:13:00.002+08:00

helloooooooo! ^^
today don't have school or work
went to jurong point and get x'mas present for bi :)

soon in one month time, i be finishing school and need to start my full-time job
honestly, don't really look much forward to it. lol
let hope i get into a good company and good pay! HAHA!

alright, just going to upload some photos!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

2011-11-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

2011-10-29T17:27:00.010+08:00

hi!!!!!!
went in JB with bi on 27th & 28th :)
celebrated his god-sis bday

ate damn alot when i was in JB
OMG!!!
going to be fat liao T.T

27th Oct
went to beach, quite fun but the seawater was quite dirty! gosh
after that went back to hotel to rest awhile then bi god-sis came to fetch us
we went for dinner and me & bi surprise her with 21 cupcakes! haha
after dinner we went to watch movie
IN TIME
rating: 3/5
i find it okay only
not very nice

28th Oct
check out of the hotel at around 11plus
then went to eat dimsum for breakfast cum lunch? lol
it was very niceeeeeeee! ^^
after eating went to shop around then around 4plus we went back s.pore!

enjoyed myself very much with bi. hehe~
alright, that all for now!

DIY ice cream! niceeeeee! ^^
the 21 cupcakes we brought! :)

enjoying the sea breeze!

2011-10-14T20:26:00.010+08:00

photos taken in club!

awesome night!!!! :D

Webcam with my classmates! ^^

2011-10-13T14:51:00.002+08:00

good afternoon!! :)
ytd went ph!
sooooo long never go club alr
i have a blast night with my awesome girlfriends! laughs
bi went tgt with me too!
his friends came too!
saw lots of friends and i really enjoyed myself! :D
the only downside is i had hangover T.T
photos i will upload it soon~
BYEEEEEEEEE! ^^

2011-10-12T01:45:00.012+08:00

shall upload some photos recently that i took!
if not my blog seems so dead without any photos. haha

my noisy but awesome colleague of mine

wenting ^^

photo with jez before we did our rebonding!

went out with my two lovely girl last week! :)

stupid bi making some weird faces

look like having cramps on his face. haha

2011-10-12T01:17:00.004+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!
super duper long never update my blog
anyway, i think no one reads it anymore. haha

life has been good for me i guess?
family, relationship and friendship are doing fine :)

watched THE CHANGE UP with bi yesterday
it was quite nice! ^^
rating: 4/5

after the movie went for late dinner!
then we sat down somewhere and have a chitchat session
it was a nice feeling :D

today went bugis with my classmates, gaya & step
brought a bag, skirt, shorts and 2 clothes
gosh, brokeeeeeeeee~
but it was nice being able to shop after a long time. hehe
a way to relive my stress? lol

tomorrow got school and going club after that
actually, i don't feel like going
just out the sudden, become bored of club? lol
however, it for jez farewell party as she going to leave for USA in nov :(
really wish she won't goooooooooo

oh ya! and i finally rebonded my hair
did the rebonding last last friday together with jez
100 bucks plus hair mask which i think was quite reasonable or cheap. laughs
thanks to my mom that i was able to get such a good price~

lastly, just feel like saying this. ever since me and bi patch up after our break up, he really change alot. not that controlling of me anymore and being more understanding towards me. :) and i realised i'm getting dependent on him more and more? oh no, not a good sign at all. shall try my best not to be too dependent on him! ^^

2011-09-15T02:14:00.002+08:00

my blog is sooooooooooo dead!
shall post 2 photos i edited myself! ^^

2011-08-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooo!!! ^^

so long never update my blog le!

holiday now!!! :)
going to batam next week! hehe

august is coming to a end! welcome to month of september! :D

2011-07-23T01:33:00.002+08:00

out of random find this song quite nice

lol!

title:斯琴高丽的伤心

下雨天淋湿了自己
生病没人关心
爱情来了缠绵过后
还会是一个人
爸爸妈妈海誓山盟
最后还是离婚
这是斯琴高丽的伤心

孤孤单单一人在家
总是想着出门
为了交际陪人喝酒
最后还是恶心
每天都有太多电话
真是让人伤神
这是斯琴高丽的伤心

姐妹情深为了男人
最后还是纠纷
情同手足为了股份
也会六亲不认
买了彩票中了大奖
太多远亲登门
这是斯琴高丽的伤心

上了QQ想交朋友
发现都是情人
听说好的人们经常用的是MSN
中了病毒重做系统
硬件已经更新
这是斯琴高丽的伤心

求人办事必须送礼
对方才会安心
看人脸色不收还给
是不懂还是太笨
麻烦太多邻居
敲门说我总是扰民
这是斯琴高丽的伤心

太多太多突然的诱惑
总是让人动心
太多太多未知的结果
总是让人疑问
回想童年天真的时候
真是让人开心
这是斯琴高丽的伤心

2011-07-20T00:04:00.003+08:00

hi!

just going to post something since i long time have not update my blog! haha!

my two week of school holiday ended :(
this moudule i'm having now abit tough
confusing for me!
have to put in more efforts!

going to be so busy!
weekdays schooling and weekends working
no time to have fun! haha
but i guess i have enough fun in the month of june :D

and i be going to batam at the end of august! yeah! ^^
this year 3rd time going overseas le!
happy girl 91 :DD

i'm happy with our current status and i wish it stayed this way first. no stress and pressure on me! i also can have you and my freedom! hehe. ^^

2011-07-17T03:34:00.002+08:00

2011-07-14T14:06:00.001+08:00

all i wanted is to be happy. why it's so difficult?

2011-07-07T16:27:00.002+08:00

i don't know what i want now. i feeling so confused and unstable. half a year ago, i made a wrong move. i shouldn't have got together with you. i should have just stayed single and carry on my life. if i had did this i wouldn't have this problem. i'm a selfish girl. although i don't want people around me to get hurt but all the more i don't want myself to get hurt. i don't want to go through sleepless night or crying every night to bed. if only i can leave singapore and live in other country. i just want to leave all my past here and start afresh with my life.

2011-07-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

2011-06-28T23:28:00.003+08:00

i have been coughing since yesterday?
hate to be sick! :(

just randomly recalled that i always buy medince for you whenever you are sick
hah, stupid thoughts of mine

tomorrow having oral exam
let's hope it goes well! ^^

i guess it going to be the last time and the last gift from you for tomorrow.

2011-06-27T02:23:00.001+08:00

你是不是也曾说过这些违心的话

我没事=)

（明明心痛得要命）

你忙你的吧！我不打扰你=)

（结果对方真的“忙”他自己的事了）

哈哈...我没不开心啊=)

（心却正淌着血）

我哪有可能暗恋你？你都已经有女/男朋友了！不要误会啦！

（其实不想连“朋友”都当不成）

不要担心我，我可是很坚强的=)

（虽然伪装得很疲倦，也不想被看穿）

我会生活得更好，我会让他后悔离开我！

（人前发了疯的大笑，人群散去后就躲在被子底下狼狈的掉泪）

只是不爱了，就分开吧！这对大家都好，没什么的...

（请在我转身前，把我抱紧，别让我带着破碎的心离开）

我过得很好=)

（只是不想身边的人担心自己，就算心情生活糟透了）

很多事情不是不想和你说
我难过、痛过都习惯把心事藏在心里
只能伪装自己很好过…

2011-06-26T15:32:00.004+08:00

went ph yesterday
it was a blast! :D
even through towards ending to the part got fights
damn pissed off
stupid bitches.

my sore throat came back. T.T
i think i should stop clubbling so much and take a break
haha!
have been drinking way too much recently
gosh, terrible, horrible ahh

2011-06-25T19:12:00.002+08:00

it seems to you that i let you go easily. but it was not. you do not know what i went through just to let you go. what do you know?? i went through sleepless night, sleep crying to bed, feel moodless whole day, heart felt like being stab a thousands million times by knife and yet you have the cheek to say that i let you go easy? you just upset at the fact that i let go first and i'm living happily without you in my life.

2011-06-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

I used to look at you and smile.
Now i look at you shaking my head at what you've become.

2011-06-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

do you really have to do this? until this mean and cruel. i had move on and healed. why are you raising up the same old issues again?? why? before you finally can moved on and forget me must hurt me deeply then happy it's? fucker. asshole. i will not be defeated. i will show you how happy & alright i'm doing without you in my life. just wait & see.

2011-06-24T21:05:00.004+08:00

Because every strong girls behind there's an unsaid story of theirs
don't reveal it because you're just stabbing their hearts

2011-06-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

i don't care if you hate me because this my life and i live it the way i want. i don't care whether you see me as pretty, ugly, cute, cold-hearted, stupid, dumb, friendly,strong or weak person. i don't care. no one understand what i has been through since i was young. the reason is simple because you aren't me.

YOU! yes, you you you! i really don't understand you. don't assume you know me very very well. so what if you know how i had been living or went through since i was young?? people like you would never understand, because you are not me and you would never understand the pain and hurts i went through. and please don't make it seems that i'm the one who broke your heart. you were the one who broke my heart and trust first. do you know how many tears i shed because of you? i cry to bed every night. it might seems to outsiders that i'm the heartless one but you and i know what really happened. my conscience is clear. get a life and stop bothering me. i don't you in my life anymore. get it.

that the reason why i prefer to be single than attached. spared me from all the heartache and i can do whatever as i deem. not going to be dumb and stupid anymore. i'm just only live for myself for now onwards and no one else. i can be dependent on myself. i don't need guys in my life.

2011-06-24T01:28:00.007+08:00

有一种女孩子
在陌生人面前会很安静
很冷漠
在熟人面前却很放肆
很霸道
并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑
不要认为她很粗鲁
她只是很单纯的认为
大家打打闹闹、骂骂笑笑
表示更亲切
更不分你我

这种女孩子
也会偶尔的忧郁
朋友问她怎么了?
她也只会说没事..
其实她只是感觉累了
她只是需要一个拥抱

这种女孩子
不会轻易恋爱
恋爱了一定会好好珍惜
她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛
不要认为她放肆
她只是答应过姐妹们
幸福要大家一块分享

这样的女孩子
恋爱的时候喜欢大事听男孩子的
而在小事上调皮、耍赖
不要认为她太小气、蛮不讲理
其实在她调皮的习惯里
已经为你收敛不少

这样的女孩子
不允许男孩子的背叛
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事
她一定会狠心的离开你
不要怪她太绝情

她其实很爱你
但是卑微的爱情她不要
她果断的转身
只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水

我知道..
你会坚强

若你遇到了这样的女孩
如果你们是朋友
请原谅她平日的不理不睬
其实她只是更喜欢自由的生活.
你想想你的每一次邀约
她都没有拒绝过你

原谅她的冷漠
她只是怕伤害你

若她喜欢上你
请你不要在她的世界里消失
她没有更多的要求
不会打扰你的生活
她只是想静静的看着你
当你的观众
仅此而已

如果你们已经在一起了
请你好好珍惜她
这样的女孩子、太傻
请你别让她受伤

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着
她有她的梦想、她的希望

一个如花儿般的女孩子她
时而快乐、时而忧伤
时而郁闷、时而疯狂
时而邪恶、时而善良
时而脆弱、时而坚强

你可以说她傻
也可以骂她笨
也可以说她冷
但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里
希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子

这样的女孩子
失去朋友时会在别人面前装的很好
大声的笑、放声的闹
我会心疼的说：“你没事吧?”
她会放下她所有的骄傲
趴到我怀里哭

哭完了苦笑一声
没想到.....
我还会为一个不值得哭的人的哭..

2011-06-22T12:39:00.001+08:00

self web-cam before i head to ph
haha! ^^

2011-06-22T00:45:00.001+08:00

I still can be happy even without you. :)

2011-06-21T21:38:00.002+08:00

regreting now after i turn and walk away? you didn't know how to appreciate what i had done and now still want to play mind games with me? i really don't understand you. why are you still bothering about my life? whatever i do it's none of your business. mind you.

2011-06-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

2011-06-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

2011-06-16T14:58:00.003+08:00

good afternoon! :D

went club yesterday, was a drunk night for me
have a drop too much
hahahhahah!
but overall, i enjoyed myself! :)

just quited my hotel part time job
got to find a new part time job soon!

seriously, i don't know what wrong with you!? the way you act and said things as if it's i am the one at fault. have you ever think why did we come to this kind of ending? all you know is to blame me. is who let who down first? who broke who heart first? i admit i still love you but i won't get back with you. i have totally given up hope. i can live by myself very well. why can't you just believe it? way before i met you, i also live by myself and i was doing fine. don't talk as if you are the victim!

2011-05-27T12:36:00.003+08:00

I decided to leave you because you didn't see my worth.
You took me for granted for too long & didn't appreciate all what was in front of you.

2011-05-08T12:59:00.000+08:00

Tell me that you love me, even when I screw things up between us, even when I argue with you, even when I get jealous when you hang out with some other girl, even when I don’t seem to appreciate the little things you do for me, even when I forget to text you back, even when I complain and whine. Tell me that you love me, anyway.

2011-05-02T18:47:00.006+08:00

hellooooooo!!
today is labour day so no sch! :D

sat went out with baby and his friends then jez and her boyf came to find us to eat dinner. :)
after that went to watch movie
FAST & FURIOUS 5
super nice & cool! ^^
rating: 5/5

Sun went in JB with baby :D
have lunch and walked around city square and we managed to catch a movie also
THOR
super nice!! ^^
rating: 4.5/5
went back at around 4plus
home sweet home :D

anyway, i guess a week more and i be starting to work part time which i dread. :( i scared i won't be able to handle work and studies at the same time and which means lesser time to spend with baby also. :/

let hope everything be fine! ^^

2011-04-27T01:42:00.005+08:00

2011-04-27T01:35:00.009+08:00

2011-04-27T01:10:00.005+08:00

OMG! so long didn't update my blog
i should try not to be lazy and do some updates on my blog
hahahhahah!

month of april is ending soon and may is coming soon!
which means my bday is coming! :D

just going to update what happened recently in my life
quited my job at my workplace but i be going back as part time instead :)
school starts tomorrow, went for orentation today :)

on Monday 25/04

wemt out with tricia and lindy! went to sarfra and go for suana
like finally! since jan i been saying that i want to go but didn't manage to do so due to work :(
after suana we went to jurong point and have dim sum buffet! super nice but the service sucks through, the only downside
ohwell

today went out with jez, joan & yvonne
shopping spree!
got my backpack for school, pencil case & some clothes :)
i don't even know why am i going for a shopping spree when my pay is not out yet!
haha!
just need to endure two more days :D
and joan got me a SK heartshaped necklace for me as a bday present! ^^,br>i know it still early through
anyway, still thank you! :) i like it alot and i will cherish it! ♥

recently me & bi not going so smoothly
have some small quarrels and all but it okay!
i think it normal to have some quarrels in a relationship
haha!
weird thinking of mine right?
anyway, me & bi going to be 4months old soon!
not very long but still want to thanks my lovely boyf for loving such a imperfect me ♥♥♥
hehe

that all peeps!
will come and update soon again i guess?
now just going to upload some photos and off to bed! ^^

2011-04-07T12:36:00.011+08:00

2011-04-07T12:30:00.002+08:00

hello everyone! i'm back from genting! :D it was really fun and it was a good time for me to relax from work :) first day at genting we went to snow world & then walk around second day we went to theme park! :D but the sad thing is we didn't get to play much bcos it was raining :/ have buffet dinner at night last day we went for buffet breakfast and walk around genting then take coach home overall, it was quite fun! ^^ enjoyed myself with bi, lindy & jez! :DDD

2011-04-06T12:28:00.002+08:00

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s when you’ll rather stay in to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle, than go out all the time. It’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

2011-03-26T21:10:00.003+08:00

sweets! :)
i saw your blog post so i will reply you too! ^^

you are the one of my bestie, sister and sweets!
you dote on me and protect me just like i am a small kid.
you know almost everything about me and when i am unhappy or upset, you just need to see my actions without me saying anything.
you really treated me truthfully and take me as your friend and not like some other friends of mine that just know how to betrayed me,make used of me and taking me for granted.
even through, we don't meet up as often compare to the past BUT! you would always be in my heart! ♥

2011-03-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

2011-03-22T18:03:00.002+08:00

my blog is so dead!
too busy to update!
hahahahahah!

yesterday and today was my off day :D

met up with tricia for lunch at just asia :)
lindy come and joined us
we went to tmis and both me and lindy register for our school
i wanted to take april intake, diploma in tourism
but it's currently full :/
they will let me know the outcome by 1st week of april
let hope i be able to get in if not i need to wait until july intake :(

going to genting on april 4 to 6 with boyf, jez and lindy ^^

ohwells, work is fine but just sometime it make me feel so tired
my workmates are really fun loving, friendly and dote on me
but their shedule managment is making me very tired
keep working nightshift, this is the 3rd week i am doing nightshift and i'm really sick of it
i was only suppose to work 5days per month
told my fo manager and he say will take note then in the end?
still the same outcome

if i manage to get in april intake that means i had to quit my job
i am feeling happy and sad at the same time
feel happy is because i got more time of my own
feel sad is because i be leaving my workmates which i have bond with them for round 5mths?
sighs
ohwells, this is life i guess

2011-03-13T19:28:00.002+08:00

okay, i am lying on my bed right now
super lazy! :o
and my left eye is still red and pain since yesterday
i think i wore the contact lens for too long
sighs
later still need to go to work
let hope it will get much much better! :)

managed to meet baby yesterday for dinner
even through it just awhile but i am still happy even i find it not enough :/

out of the blue moon, i just want to type something to baby
hahahahahah
i know he won't get to read it but i still want to type it out here :D

baby, thanks for finding me and pick me up when i was really in a terrible state. thanks for accepting my flaws and loving such a imperfect girl like me. even through, we have arguement which is unavoidable in every relationship. but it make our relationship stronger and make us know each other even better right? baby, i love you! ♥♥♥

2011-03-12T00:16:00.002+08:00

hi! so long never blog uh!

recently, work till very tired
feel like quiting but if quit nothing to do since i am only going to study in july

today and tml off! :D

on wednesday baby come and fetch me! ♥♥♥
went to watch movie
I AM NUMBER FOUR
rating: 4/5
super niceee!
the fighting effects is super nice!

today went out jez! :)
went to my priv sch TMIS to take cert

after that went to astons to eat
then went to daiso shop around then went to far east shop
want to buy shoes but no size or i don't like :/

tml going to jurong help baby take clothes then meet jez at jurong point
then going to tamp meet joan pass her things
then go bedok find baby and have dinner with him ♥
this is my planning for tml! :)
hope it will go well! ^^

ps: baby, i love you ♥

2011-02-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

all i want you to know is that i need you in my life

and i don't ever want to lose you ♥

2011-02-22T18:48:00.002+08:00

soooooooooooooooooo tired! :(((
working is really tiring me out :/
sighs

going to study soon
decided to take full-time
now just deciding to take which course

ps: after that matter, i feel there a distance between us

2011-02-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

spend a fulfilling and awesome valentine's day with bf!
first time of my life i spend v'day with a bf
nice feeling!! :D

after my work baby came and fetch me from work
sweet sweet~

bused to town and ate lunch cum dinner
went to catch movie
JUST GO WITH IT
it was funny! ^^
rating:4/5

after movie wanted to go s.pore flyer but it was kinda late so didn't went :/
went to find roger & shanny instead at vivocity!
cam-whoring among ourself!
hahahahahah!

went to eat supper then cabbed home
home sweet home! ^^

thanks baby for the presents! really love it alot! ♥♥♥
lastly, i just wanted to say thanks baby for loving me and doting me!

2011-02-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

2011-02-13T18:20:00.003+08:00

get back to work after such a long leave!
abit don't feel like going back to work but it feels good to see my workmates! :D

sooooooooooooo tired!
got to get used to working life!

malaysia trip with baby was fun! :)
went to loads of place!
can't really remember all the detail
we went waterpark, club in penang, zoo and foodplaces to eat and also watch movie!
was super fun and niceeeeeeee!
5days seems not enough for me!
heheheheheh!

v'day is tomorrow and i brought a watch and i also intend to bake a chocolate for him! ♥

i intend to study but i don't know when to study
and if i study i might have to quit my job as i want to study full time!
sighs!
stress up!
however, i am happy working in my current company and i really don't wish to leave!
shall see how it goes bah

lastly, i love my babyboy!! ♥♥♥

2011-02-13T18:11:00.005+08:00

2011-02-11T02:54:00.000+08:00

07/02/11

before i depart from s.pore with baby

i met up with jez and tracy! :D

went to walk around and had korean food with jez ^^

very niceeeeeeeeee!!!

after dinner we went to meet tracy and we headed to titanium

around 1plus went back

have fun with the both of them! :D

let club together soon!!

2011-02-09T12:26:00.002+08:00

at baby house now!
having fun with baby!
so fast my 10 days leave left only 3days :O
will update in details when i am back in s.pore! :D

2011-02-02T22:26:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! :D

new year is here!
going to be a very busy new year for meeeee!!!
going malaysia tml and coming back on the 5th feb
7th feb going in again but with baby instead!! :D
i will miss all of my friends!

31 jan went over to baby's aunt house for reunion dinner

i feel quite shy but they were very friendly and nice :D

1st feb baby came over to my house for reunion dinner

after dinner we went to our nearby market to walk around

my family was okay with baby! :D

Ps: i told myself to have some faith and not everyone i met are bad.

2011-01-27T22:09:00.003+08:00

meet with jez today
did maincure and reborn my fringe
nice meeting up with my devil!
like almost 1 month never meet her?
miss her soooooooooooo much!
did some catching up :)

i am almost done preparing for cny
just need to get 1 pair of shoes and that it ^^

haven been able to spend time with my baby :/
too busy with work
baby, i promise to try to spend more time with you k?
i love you! ♥
i look forward to our malaysia trip!

31 jan going to have dinner with baby aunt side family and feb 1 he be coming for dinner with my family :D
although, i am sacred to meet baby's family but i kinda look forward to it :DD

last but not least, my company confirmed me as a staff so which means i am not on probation anymore :)
offically staff of my company!
heheheheheh!

2011-01-25T19:04:00.002+08:00

cny is coming in 1 week time and i cannot wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cny i am going to be sooooooo busy!!!

3feb to 5feb going in malaysia with my mom
7feb to 12 feb going in with bf! :D

1st feb going to have cny with my family and bf is coming along too
first time that i have bf eating dinner with my family ^^

just endure for around 1 more week with work and i can have my long rest with my family and bf! ♥

i am loving you more and more as each day pass by ♥

2011-01-20T20:57:00.002+08:00

happygirl91! :D

yesterday went to ph
it was soooooooooo fun!! :)
many of my girlfriends went! ♥

recently very busy!
with work, bf, friends and family
24hours doesn't seems to be enough for me!! :/

went underwater world last wed with bf!
have fun with him! ♥

today i was lateeeeee for work!
omg!
next time i shouldn't go club when i need to work morning shift

i am trying hard to get used that bf is part of my life! ♥

i told myself to stop doubting and don't let stupid stuff to affect me and trust you. ♥♥♥

2011-01-14T05:38:00.002+08:00

fuck, what wrong with me!!! i know the problem lies on me! i need a break!!

2011-01-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

I love my bf ♥

2011-01-07T20:17:00.004+08:00

nothing much to update
working night shift this week
really super tired!
night shift is so tiring and there a lot of paperwork to be done! :(

i still got three more nights to go
today the third night!

wednesday meet tricia and lindy for dinner at tiong
nice catching up with them
love you two much much! ♥

i am now happier compare to the past. :D
A brand new start: Time for a TOAST; Here's to the douchebags that broke your heart, the assholes you fell for
& the friends that stayed with you. ^^

2011-01-04T02:56:00.003+08:00

went shopping with jez today! :D
brought a lot of things
awesome day spended with my devil! :)

i am working 11pm to 7am for this week
wed to sun
hope i be able to survive through!
this is the first time time i worked midnight shift but i guess should be okay?
since i am always at outside till late night
heheheheh

tomorrow meet tricia darling and lindy ah girl then off to work
thurs meeting joan, dolyn they all for movie then off to work

busy busy busy week ahead!

won't be able to meet you this whole week since our work timing is different. :(((
going to miss you much much. i love you! ♥

2011-01-03T13:25:00.003+08:00

happy new year people!!!!! :DDD
okay, i know i am a bit late
heheheheh

2010 have gone and 2011 is here! :)
i am going to forget bad things that happened in 2010 and only remember the good ones
2011 would be a better year! :D
brand new year with new people!

today and tomorrow i am off!!
tues meeting jez for shopping
weeeeeeee! :DDDD

okay, going to update what i did these few days

work as usual
my workplace staff there are really good and fun people
i am really happy working with them
it just that sometime the workload sucks ttm :/
when busy period really work like a dog
even want to go toilet also cannot

anw, kinda random but i am thinking after my bday i then go take my diploma
study full time or part time?
i haven decided yet

31/12/10
working afternoon shift till 11pm
after that rush to marina to see firework! :)
thanks edmond for coming to fetch me ^^

was suppose to meet jez and kent to see firework together
however, there was too many people so we watch separated then meet up after the fireworks

after the fireworks went to eat
long quence! :(
wait for at least half an hour?

chichatted awhile and home swet home :D

301210
meet up with joan, edmond, lishun and joan friends
jaslyn, dolyn, kaixin and yvonne
nice meeting them. :D
very friendy people indeed

watched movie
THE TOURIST
hmmm, personal i think it wasn't very nice
ending was a bit lame?
rating: 3/5

29/12/10
went to ph
ohwell, wasn't too fun bcos super a lot of people
by 12am it was full house

after ph went to eat then home sweet home! :D

that all i have to update! :D
will upload a few photos since i am free :)

To you: thanks for letting me to go so that i could meet someone else that were better than you. i am happy now and i won't be reminiscing about you anymore. i am going to forget everything about you whether good or bad things because you aren't worth for me to keep any memories of you. :D

To you: thanks for being there for me when i was down and hurting sooooo much. i appreciated it. everything is going well now and i looking forward to our malaysia trip. ♥

To you: thanks for being a listening ear and comfort me and assure me when i was feeling confused. i really appreciated it. hope everything would goes well for you and anything you can just text or call me. i would always be there for you! :D

To my other friends that was there for me. thanks for being part of my life and make my life fulfilling and fun everyday. without all of you i would be so lost. hahhahah! love all of you! ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-12-31T13:23:00.001+08:00

2010-12-26T14:02:00.002+08:00

okay, enjoy myself for x'mas :D

work 7am to 7pm on x'mas eve and it was freaking busy
wth
after work went to tamp first
then went to cine
watch movie
WHERE GOT GHOSTS
ohwell, to me is quite scary at some parts as i couldn't watch horror shows one

after movie walk walk awhile then cabbed home. :)

25 dec went town again =.=
watched movie with joan, lishun and edmond
GLIVERS TRAVELS
quite nice! :D
rating: 4/5

thanks my colleges for the x'mas present and also edmond for the ipod shuffle and power charger. :D

the more i look the more i feel sad for you. can't understand you at all.

i hope you be happy with her. hope she won't treat you the way you treat me. :)

you are sweet and nice but i am unsure of my feeling towards you. i really need to give it some serious thought.

2010-12-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

soooooooooooo tired!!!
working morning for this week and got 2 days 12 hrs shift
super sian. :@

x'mas is coming
new year is coming
let hope 2011 would be a better year! :D

okay, going to sleep!
nights! :D

my life is so messed up now, i wouldn't blame you because this is the choice i had make. let hope i will get back to track soon. Ps: just like a knife, it just keep stabbing into my heast and there no way to stop it.

2010-12-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

off day today
and i 6pm then woke up
sleep for 12plus hours?
omg!
i guess i really tire out myself :@

tomorrow, tues and wed working morning
thurs off
fri to sun afternoon

will be a busy week for this week
got lots of event need to go
friends bday, chalet and etc etc

got cashflow alr and i think it really not a good thing
because after i got my cashflow
my manager keep calling me
sighs
i shouldn't have agree to take cashflow :(((

ytd after work want to visit ys at sgh but he was tired so went to find sihan they all
at queentown play pool and lan
actually i didn't played at all
just watch them play and i slept at lan
wth

fri went to ph
it was a wrong timing to go
music wasn't nice, way too crowded for a friday and my friends got into a fight
everything going soooooooo wrong!

everyday making myself so busy and trying not to think about you. it going to hurts when it hurts too. sighs. i don't know how long it going to take. maybe 1year or even more? everywhere is memories of you, i really hate it. whenever, i thought of our memories, tears started to tear up. i know you are not worthy but i just couldn't help it.

2010-12-10T00:49:00.004+08:00

so tired!!!
going to sleep after i am done blogging :)

yesterday went zirca
ohwell, at the begining was not really fun after that it was okay but i still prefer ph! :D

worked afternoon shift today
was busy during night
lot of stuffs to do :/

fri and sat working afternoon too
i don't like afternoon shift, prefer morning shift ^^
sun off day! :D

that all!
goodnight everyone! :P

i know what i am doing now is bad and nasty. i don't want to be like this either but i just wanted to protect myself. i hate myself for thinking of you every now and then. i should really give up and move on! sighs. fml.

don't take me for granted. i am being nice by helping you guys do things doesn't mean you people can take advantage of me. don't make me pissed off and i be nasty. when that happened, don't blame me. :) what you do to me i will undo back to you too. just being fair. :)

2010-12-07T12:06:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!
so tired! :(

tomorrow working morning shift
wish i don't have to work!
sighs

having a bad headache now
i need teaaaaaa!!!

tomorrow going ph! :)
but thurs working uh :/
ohwell, at least it afternoon shift!

fuck, what wrong with me? why am i acting this way? told myself over and over again not to think because you aren't worth my effort yet i am still thinking about it. it really really hurts so much that i couldn't breathe!

i am thankful for friends that are there for me when i am upset or know i am upset. those friends know i am upset and yet never bother it just mean that i don't mean anything to them and i am fine with it because i don't need such friends either.

2010-12-05T13:20:00.003+08:00

sooooooo tired! :/
today off day!

yesterday went out with tiong clique!
super super long never saw them alr!

watch movie
RAPENZEL
it a cartoon show but it nice! :)
rating: 4/5

after movie went to eat
chitchatting awhile then cabbed home

home sweet home! :D

tomorrow working 11am to 11pm
the shift that i hate the most! :(
but i need to reach early at 10am due to there training! :(((
what an awesome monday i be having for tomorrow uh

everything was a lie. your love was a lie. your care was a lie. your concern was a lie. your words was a lie. and i was so stupid enough to believe in you. thanks for letting me to see your true colours. i won't hold on anymore like a fool. i won't deny i am hurting a lot now but i will get over it soon. what goes around comes around. i believe that someday someone will treat you the same way like how you treat me and it will be ten times worse or even more.

2010-12-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

here to update my bloggie!!!

sick for many many days!!!
hate being sick! :(

today went out with my cousin
brought a lot of clothes, 1 bag and a pooh bear for both of us :)
awesome day i had :D

tomorrow working morning shift
need to wake up at 5am
i should go and sleep now!
night everyone! :)

look at yourself and ask what you had done to make people distance from you.
of course you don't need me and won't die without me but you will die without that someone.
i am just waiting to see how you going to live your life if that someone ever leave you!

2010-11-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

off day today
didn't went anywhere at all
was feeling so sick :(
cough and sore throat
was sleeping for almost the whole day

tomorrow working morning shift
hope i will get much better by tomorrow

I don't know what wrong with me. why am i turning this way? i really hate it but i just couldn't control. sighs. i told myself never to let my heart to be opened ever again. i am not going to be dumb and stuipd anymore. not going to be bully or be control by people anymore.

2010-11-21T18:27:00.003+08:00

working working and still working

but i am happy working in my current company :D

although loads of things to do and learn

went club for the last two weeks

like going back to my nightlife

don't know good or not good =.=

nothing much to update

just miss my kpop and drama!

long time never catch up

just catching up a bit when i am free only :(

yes, you are still there. i won't deny but i am slowly letting it to fade away. i don't know how much time it will take. however, i believe soon you be out of my mind and heart. :)

waolao! you make me so piss off! whatever is happening now is your own fault. blame no one but yourself. now then want to regret doesn't it a bit too late? makeing me feel more and more disappointed with you. come on! get a life of your own and stop meddling into others people life.

2010-11-11T19:17:00.004+08:00

today and tomorrow off day!
today stayed at home
didn't went anywhere because i feel lazy and also don't feel like going out

having moodswings recently
it sucks ttm
i hate this feeling
hope it will faster go away
shoo shoo!

i had alr done everything i can for you. you have to depend on yourself sometime. can't expect me to help you with everything.
i am human too. i will get tired one. it really tiring for me you know? you are starting to make me disliked you. sighs.

i don't know what wrong with you but i hate your attidute. for now i still can bear but oneday i might just brust. hope that you will realised yourself soon and change. you have to remember no one in this world owns you anything.

2010-11-06T20:06:00.003+08:00

next week whole week morning shift
don't know want to happy or sad about it?
lol!

work getting intrested for me and i like the job :)
people there also all very nice ^^

hope time will erase everything and my life will get busier so that i won't think of you anymore and slowly let go.

2010-11-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

work feel like a drag as each day passby
today attached to housekeeping
the worst attachment ever!
i am applying for front desk not housekeeping k!
super moody!
if anyone want to tell me that it nothing then save it
you are not me, so won't understand

tomorrow off day!
so tired! :/

moody moody moody!!!!!!!
arggggggggggg!!!!!!

during this time, how i wish you were here to comfort me and understand how i feel. i missed you a lot a lot! sighs. i knew you could never be there for me like the past. it just so hard for me to let go. okay, going to stop. if not going to cry alr.

forget it! who will understand how i am feeling? you are not me. don't know how i lived my life and what i had been through. i don't want to say anything more. even my own family don't understand so how can i expect others to understand me?

2010-10-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

I trusted you, my mistake.

2010-10-27T19:16:00.003+08:00

started working alr
wasn't not too tough just that the shift is a bit difficult for me

first day of work
walk and tour around the hotel

second & third day of work
went to oparater to learn
quite fun but it can get boring as well :o

tomorrow start work at 8am
super not used to waking up so early in the morning
guess i would get used sooon. :)

staff and managers quite friendly! :D

ohwells, i still think about you and miss you. i don't know when i will get over it. although told people around me that i am going to give up and i don't even care about you but deep down i know i still care so much about you. sighs.

now or future i won't ever like you so get your hopes high and think i would like you. furthermore, i alr got someone i like a lot, even through it not processing well.

need a cooling period between us. if not i will just find you more and more annoying.

2010-10-24T23:04:00.003+08:00

first day of work tml!

hope it would be a good start :)

it 11.12pm now and i am not asleep yet

cannot sleep!

OMG!!!!!

i told myself to stop thinking about useless thing and get on with my life but it seems so difficult. i tried to use other stuffs to occupy my mind yet it doesn't really seems to be working. :/

2010-10-23T16:24:00.002+08:00

raining now! :D
there haze this few days and it sucks
feel so uneasy. :/

today going to ph!
mon starting work so want to enjoy my last few days of freedom!
HAHAH!

yesterday meet up xh sister :)
went to town
brought a pair of shoes for my work

after that joanthan came then i went to meet siming they all
wasn't suppose to meet them but saw them in cine and asked me want to go club together
in the end never go
went pub instead :o
quite fun
very long never go pub :D

around 4plus went home

i don't know how to explain how i feel now. don't give me false hope anymore. i don't hate you but i hate what you did to me. felt like a total fool. why am i so stuipd? fml.

you have changed. you become more hot tempered than before. just joking and you would get angry at me. i don't know what happened. you weren't like this in the past. lastly, don't put on a mask and pretend the person you are not. i hate it!

stop texting or call me. it really annoying. i am trying hard to be nice by indirectly hinting you just because you are my friend's friend. if not i would have just ingore so stop testing my tolerant level and fuck off.

2010-10-19T20:58:00.003+08:00

hi world!
had ingore my blog for too long :o
don't know where to start to update from too

going to end sch this week
then 25 oct starting work at holiday inn
feel happy and sad at the same time
happy because i got a job in a good & well known hotel
sad is because starting work too fast! :(
no time to rest!

today went for medical check up with joey
first time did x-ray
went to find tricia at tiong before going for x-ray, chitchatted awhile

after x-ray bused home
home sweet home! :D

Monday
school as usual
went for lunch with tricia then went home
bad moodswings :/

Sunday
went for joanne baby month
meet xh, jon, jez, shawn and her gf
at there see baby
chitchat, eat and watch tv

around 9plus trained home with jez

Saturday
went RP poly to take my make-up cert
after that went to tiong to meet tricia
eat dinner and find gere awhile

went to JYJ showcase! :D
super handsome!!!!!
i totally abandoned my dignity!
screaming like crazy girl!!!!
HAHAHAH!
i am loving them even moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
and they might be coming next year again
yipee!!!!!

after JYJ showcase trained home

will upload some pics if i am free and not lazy
LOL!

i hate myself for thinking you again and again. keep telling myself to stop everything and just give it up. i don't know whether will we be back like before which i don't we would. now just going to slowly let go. too tiring and hurtful for me to hold on anymore.

2010-10-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooo!!!

going to graduted soon
left around 2 more weeks

went for job interview
decided to accept holiday inn job offer :)
i feel that it a great company and it also have international outlets :)

and JYJ is coming in few days time!
OMG!!!!!
super super happy!
but the sad part is the seats i got in the showcase is not that good :/

I just wanted to give you more time. i hope you would think of me sometime so that i won't feel so pathetic when i were thinking of you the whole time.

2010-10-08T10:28:00.002+08:00

today no lessons! :D
going to rest at home
maybe later going for rebonding

yesterday got roleplay exam
after that went to eat astons with joey :)
walked around plaza sing and far east
brought a couple necklace :D

went for two interview
singapore recreation club and holiday inn
both company want to hired me
will be going to work part-time at SRC next week
going for 1 more interview and will decide which one to work out of the three :D

left 1 more week and JYJ IS COMING! :DDDDDDDDD

2010-10-05T23:52:00.003+08:00

hello people! :)

just reached home not long ago
so tired :(
today after school went for my retest and lucklt i pass :)
the teacher was nice and friendly ^^

after the retest
meet up with friends
walked around and eat
chichatted :D

around 11plus reach home
home sweet home! :D

and JYJ is coming to singapore! :DDD
super super happy!
didn't manage to get the VIP tickets :(
luckly my friend helped me to book cat A because i couldn't get in the website at all =.=
oh well, i manage to get the second best seats so i guess i should be happy?
i hope our seats would be just right after the VIP seats!

Seriously i don't know what i should do. leave everything as it is now or move forward a step? sighs. i hate myself for being so indesvise.

There nothing more i want to say. i am very disapointed in you. i am not going to do say or do anything. since that person is more important than me then i shouldn't be so stupid by trying to do anything.

2010-09-30T20:52:00.004+08:00

today go school for nothing =.=
teacher last min was on mc so no lesson
as can't find a replacement teacher

new classmates are kinda okay?
didn't talk to them much

still got 3 more module to study and i am done
got to start working
still not sure want to work as what

getting fatter
need to stop eating so much! :o

I remembered everything you said, those fun time we had together. it just seems like yesterday to me.
i feel sad and cry because i know i could never go back to those old times anymore.

2010-09-22T17:56:00.002+08:00

raining day today! :/
school starting next week
did nothing much
got go for interview but haven got any reply yet :(

Sunday 19/09/10
went to membina to play lantern
however, didn't really play
just chitchatted and cabbed home

Saturday 18/09/10
meet yongsheng and company at town
wanted to watch movie but in the end didn't
so just play pool and eat then chichatted
around 3plus cabbed home

i am pissed off but i won't said anything. i just wanted you to realised yourself yet it seems that you haven realised it at all. i am really disapointed. whenever you fail to keep your promises you will just give me excuses and i am really sick of it.

perhaps i should let you go. letting you go doesn't mean forgetting you instead hiding you deep in my heart.

2010-09-13T20:06:00.003+08:00

super long never update alr!
too lazy
hahas

now school holiday! :)
got to find job!

10 sep to 11sep
went to kat bday chalet
stayed there for 1 day
well, was okays
kinda fun

8sep to 9sep
last day of school
was super sick but still went school to do my exam
after that straight away cabbed home
never go anywhere just rested at home

7sep
celebrated lindy bday
went to eat steamboat
super fun :D

after that cabbed home with lindy and joanna

will upload photos soon :)

2010-09-02T14:22:00.003+08:00

helloooooooooo!
my blog is rotting!

recently too lazy to update
also nothing much to update
so i decided to update about kpop!
my favourite 3bands! :D

always no 1

DBSK :)))

fav member jaejoong and micky! :D

no 2

FT ISLAND :)

no fav member

i love all the members :)

no 3

2PM

and my fav member is nickhun :D

the guy on the second right :)

2010-08-29T21:21:00.003+08:00

woke up super late today!
around 5plus then woke up :o

tomorrow got school :/
got to sleep early which i hope i be able to

Saturday
meet tricia and helen at raffles
need to be a guide on next wed as our module test
hope i be able to do well

after that both of them went tiong while i went to meet xh sister and her friends
went to bugis street and juntion walk walk
as usual i just can't get out of bugis empty handed :(

bused home
eat dinner and rested awhile
then went down to town to celebrate jonathan bday
watch movie
STEP UP 3
nice show :)
the dance super awesome :D

after movie went to eat then play lan
super long never play lan alr
first time play L4D2
very fun! :D

waited for first bus with lindy
reached home at around 7plus

2010-08-26T17:47:00.002+08:00

YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!
i just order my kpop stuffs
will arrive in around 7 to 14days! :)

okay, today new module and it didn't started out good :/
the teacher basically sucks because she too inflexible! :(
everything must go by school rules
wth! @#$%^&*

after school went for lunch with kim and tricia
then i bused to cck to do some stuffs

reached home at around 4plus
home sweet home! :)

yes, you are changing and i don't like it.

2010-08-25T18:09:00.008+08:00

helloooooooooooo!!!

today i am in such a good mood :)
no lessons but got roleplay test
reach school at 1pm but the flow was super slow
so me and kim went to eat lunch first
4plus then finally went in and take the roleplay test
overall, good :)

after finish test bused home
tired! :(

finally watch finish east of eden! :D
going to watch the next korean drama! :)

I'm not stupid, i know what is going on. You're stupid to think that i didn't notice.

2010-08-23T21:49:00.007+08:00

raining day!

me don't like :(

after school went to eat korean food with tricia and kim :)

then kim went home while me and tricia went to meet lindy and gere

sing k box

super funny!

thanks to triciayeo! :D

after sing finish k box

went to shop around at 313

around 7plus bused went home

trafficjam at expressway

OMG!

reached home at 8plus

i should really stop acting this way and get my life back on the track. finally i think i should muster up some courage to know the truth and get it over and done. go back to how i used to be and stop acting like some weirdo. yes, it still kinda hard for me to face but i will force myself to face it. not going to run away anymore. need timeeeeeee!!!

2010-08-19T14:45:00.005+08:00

back from school

my aunt came my house

chitchatted awhile and she left

i think my currently life sucks

school, home, watch drama, kpop, eat and that all i do :o

need to find a part-time to keep myself busy

&&& i think i got great determination?

haven been smoking close to 2weeks plus?

today tricia and kim smoke in front of me

i wasn't being waved :)

i hope i be able to continued it

sometime, when i am feeling upset ,i wish someone would just hug me tightly

& tell me everything is going to turn out fine

2010-08-17T19:37:00.003+08:00

hello!
feel like dying now?
LOL
very very tired! :(
going to sleep early :)

today went school for like less than half an hour?
just for oral interview for my module
glad that, that teacher esther sim not teaching us anymore ^^

after school went to bugis
shopped around
OMG!
i just can't get out of bugis with empty hands :o

sometime i wonder, do you still remember me? sometime i wish, i had the courage to just go and find out the truth.
sometime i hope, that i can stop missing you.

2010-08-16T18:29:00.002+08:00

just reached home not long ago!
super tired! :(

after school went to ps eat pizza hut and went to find lindy too :)
kim didn't join us as she meeting her friends

after eat finish
we shopped around
from ps to centrepoint to taka to 313
shop for almost 3hours?
hahas!
super long never done that alr
brought 2 bags and 1 wallet
seriously i need to find a job asap to support my shopping spree!
laughs!

around 5plus bused home
tomorrow got oral interview
i guess should be quite easy? :o

happy birthday! (:

i wish everyday you be happy and well :D