Evelyn Zhang
♥Happily Single♥
Sweetie nineteen
Born on 31/05
Unless you've lived my life
Don't judge me because you don't know
never have and never will know
every little things and details about me
She may look strong on the outside
but she is not
She believes in karma:
what goes around come around
To her: Life's full of regrets
& it will never be fair
she loves DBSK/JYJ♥
Kpop, korean dramas & shows, family, sisters, friends, pink and winnie the pooh :)
♥Always keep the faith!♥
Friday, July 17, 2009
i didn't went to school again
been skipping school from 3days =.=
meet yimin, tricia & gere
went to eat
awhile tricia went off
luqi & helen came at around 4plus?
yimin & gere left around 5pm?
slacked & chitchatted
sihan & joel came afterward
went to acrade & blah blah blah
ah girl came at around 9plus :)
went to playground
then yongsheng, jeff, kaining, sxe xuan & company came
around 11plus bused home
thanks ah girl for accompany me to walk home =)
loves
today is one of my most upset & unhappy day. :( because a lot of things happened & i am so stressed up. signs. i just want us to talk it out & settle everything once & for all. i really don't want to drag this anymore. i seriously don't want the outcome is that we split up.
ah bu: i know you feel that we blame you or what but we are not. we are just typing out how we feel about this whole matter. perhaps we misunderstand each other blog or what we are trying to say. i am sorry to make you feel this way. it not your fault. everyone plays a part. & about my stuffs. i can't really remember because too much things happened recently. just take it as my fault alrights about the point i say you didn't stand at my side. perhaps you did stand at my side it just that i don't feel so or don't know. well, just take it as my fault about this matter.
Yimin: i understand how you feel. you feel very upset & angry because your birthday celebration was being screwed up badly. you were so looking forward to celebrate with us and yet this has to happened. i feel really very sorry & gulity. i don't know how to make you feel better or make it up to you because i know can never make it up to you no matter what i or we do. signs. i really sorry. :( do reply my text when you are feeling better.
Tricia & Gere: i know both of you was kinda innocent about this matter. sorry to cause your both so stress up, upset or piss off. i really sorry. it seems like both of your was kinda drag into this matter. i am so speechless. signs.
Kor Kor: thanks for being there for me & be a listening ear & lending a shoulder when i needed. i really appreciate it a lot. i feel much much better after talking it out and crying it out. thanks for giving me advise and telling me what i should do. really thanks. :)
Ah girl: don't be upset about that matter anymore. it's really not worth it. it hurts me to see you like this. i believe you will get over it soon. i will always be here for you alrights. anything you can text or call me i be here. :) love you a lot a lot. =D
You: should i give another chance? i really don't know because i am sacred. i want to trust you all over again but i am scared history will repeat itself again. i feel really lost. towards you, i felt really speechless & utterly dissapointed. should i or should i not? think in my shoes. how would you feel if it's happened to you? i will talk to you soon after i settle my stuffs because i really cannot handle another matter anymore.
i needed you. i know i have say this a lot of times but i just couldn't control myself. signs. i miss you real badly. :(((
been skipping school from 3days =.=
meet yimin, tricia & gere
went to eat
awhile tricia went off
luqi & helen came at around 4plus?
yimin & gere left around 5pm?
slacked & chitchatted
sihan & joel came afterward
went to acrade & blah blah blah
ah girl came at around 9plus :)
went to playground
then yongsheng, jeff, kaining, sxe xuan & company came
around 11plus bused home
thanks ah girl for accompany me to walk home =)
loves
today is one of my most upset & unhappy day. :( because a lot of things happened & i am so stressed up. signs. i just want us to talk it out & settle everything once & for all. i really don't want to drag this anymore. i seriously don't want the outcome is that we split up.
ah bu: i know you feel that we blame you or what but we are not. we are just typing out how we feel about this whole matter. perhaps we misunderstand each other blog or what we are trying to say. i am sorry to make you feel this way. it not your fault. everyone plays a part. & about my stuffs. i can't really remember because too much things happened recently. just take it as my fault alrights about the point i say you didn't stand at my side. perhaps you did stand at my side it just that i don't feel so or don't know. well, just take it as my fault about this matter.
Yimin: i understand how you feel. you feel very upset & angry because your birthday celebration was being screwed up badly. you were so looking forward to celebrate with us and yet this has to happened. i feel really very sorry & gulity. i don't know how to make you feel better or make it up to you because i know can never make it up to you no matter what i or we do. signs. i really sorry. :( do reply my text when you are feeling better.
Tricia & Gere: i know both of you was kinda innocent about this matter. sorry to cause your both so stress up, upset or piss off. i really sorry. it seems like both of your was kinda drag into this matter. i am so speechless. signs.
Kor Kor: thanks for being there for me & be a listening ear & lending a shoulder when i needed. i really appreciate it a lot. i feel much much better after talking it out and crying it out. thanks for giving me advise and telling me what i should do. really thanks. :)
Ah girl: don't be upset about that matter anymore. it's really not worth it. it hurts me to see you like this. i believe you will get over it soon. i will always be here for you alrights. anything you can text or call me i be here. :) love you a lot a lot. =D
You: should i give another chance? i really don't know because i am sacred. i want to trust you all over again but i am scared history will repeat itself again. i feel really lost. towards you, i felt really speechless & utterly dissapointed. should i or should i not? think in my shoes. how would you feel if it's happened to you? i will talk to you soon after i settle my stuffs because i really cannot handle another matter anymore.
i needed you. i know i have say this a lot of times but i just couldn't control myself. signs. i miss you real badly. :(((