Evelyn Zhang
♥Happily Single♥
Sweetie nineteen
Born on 31/05
Unless you've lived my life
Don't judge me because you don't know
never have and never will know
every little things and details about me
She may look strong on the outside
but she is not
She believes in karma:
what goes around come around
To her: Life's full of regrets
& it will never be fair
she loves DBSK/JYJ♥
Kpop, korean dramas & shows, family, sisters, friends, pink and winnie the pooh :)
♥Always keep the faith!♥
Thursday, July 23, 2009
back from school!!!
no OFC lesson as teacher mc till next wed
woo!!! =D
that mean monday 10am then start school :)
heehees
tomorrow start at 10am too because teacher on mc
don't feel like going eh =X
ahahs
tricia: takecare alrights. drink lot of water and eat med. miss you when you are not around :(
well, perhaps i am thinking too much or being too sensitive but those words kinda hurt me. signs.
i am not going to tallk about this matter anymore because i find it kinda like no point? even talk already there nothing you can do to mend it. even you say a million times of sorry it doesn't mean anything.
yeps, after much consideration, i came to a decsion. :) i just want it to stay the way it's now. sometimes being too close will just cause more conflicts and quarrels. between us, we already have too many so in order to prevent it. i just want to mantain the way we are now. i no longer want to depend on you or anyone else. i want to be independent person. :) perhaps, i decided this way is to protect myself from going through anymore pains and disppointment. maybe this would be better for us. however, maybe you wouldn't accept this decsion of mine, but well there nothing i can do about it. you make you choice already so now it's my turn. ( not talking about my school clique)
Deep in my heart, i's suffering, knowing that i've lost you
On the outside, i'm living, pretending that i've forgotten you
no OFC lesson as teacher mc till next wed
woo!!! =D
that mean monday 10am then start school :)
heehees
tomorrow start at 10am too because teacher on mc
don't feel like going eh =X
ahahs
tricia: takecare alrights. drink lot of water and eat med. miss you when you are not around :(
well, perhaps i am thinking too much or being too sensitive but those words kinda hurt me. signs.
i am not going to tallk about this matter anymore because i find it kinda like no point? even talk already there nothing you can do to mend it. even you say a million times of sorry it doesn't mean anything.
yeps, after much consideration, i came to a decsion. :) i just want it to stay the way it's now. sometimes being too close will just cause more conflicts and quarrels. between us, we already have too many so in order to prevent it. i just want to mantain the way we are now. i no longer want to depend on you or anyone else. i want to be independent person. :) perhaps, i decided this way is to protect myself from going through anymore pains and disppointment. maybe this would be better for us. however, maybe you wouldn't accept this decsion of mine, but well there nothing i can do about it. you make you choice already so now it's my turn. ( not talking about my school clique)
Deep in my heart, i's suffering, knowing that i've lost you
On the outside, i'm living, pretending that i've forgotten you